Monday, June 18, 2012

Arlo Ch.02

My longest chapter since posting on the blog. I started realizing that in the rush to get my stories out there, they've only been about ten pages (About one Literotica page) This one is sixteen pages (two Literotica pages) and I'll try to keep my future stories to that length since I know it's a pain when you want more of something but you're only given a little bit.

Also, from now on I'm going to try a new system. Since I have two stories going at a time, I'm going to try and post one chapter of each every week. (Collaboration stories don't count since I have to work with Kitten2010's schedule too) Mondays will be story one (Arlo) and Fridays will be Story two (mystery story as of right now.) I can't promise I'll post this Friday since I haven't even started the damn thing yet, but once I do I'll try and keep it consecutive. This is just a test to see if I can post two stories a week, I may have to change it based on my schedule.


Arlo sighed as he set down the clipboard. He rolled his neck lazily. The bruises from Donovan’s last beatings had begun to fade, but he still had to wear make up. In a few days they would be gone and he would be back to normal. But right now, his neck still hurt. He would kill someone for a massage and a glass of wine. Arlo shook his head. He knew he had to keep thoughts like that away.

He had met Donovan when he was in med school. Donovan had been studying to be a doctor too, but ended up dropping out and opened up his own hardware store. The pay wasn’t great, but it took care of a bill or two. They had been in love at first sight, and started dating. The first year was great. They were happy and in love. But when Donovan started drinking to cope with the stress of running his own business, Arlo followed. Soon they lost their apartment, Donovan almost lost the store. Arlo was about to be kicked out of school. All because of their drinking. Arlo finally admitted he needed help, and joined a twelve step program. It was hard, but eventually he was sober. Donovan followed close behind, after Arlo threatened to leave him. It was hard enough to quit drinking, it was even harder when your lover brought home bottle after bottle, reeking of the stuff.

They were both sober for three months, before Donovan began slipping back into his old ways. He became violent when Arlo would get upset. Or even when Arlo was just in the room. That’s when the abuse started. Arlo was forced to choose between his health, and his boyfriend. After telling Donovan he had to choose between Arlo and the booze, Donovan caved again. It was an ongoing circle. Donovan would be sober for a few months, and then everything would go back to the way it was. Arlo hated it, but how could he bring himself to leave someone he loved so much? With another sigh, he returned to the front desk of the E.R. to see what else had popped up.

“Ronda, anything new come in?” He asked, looking at a clipboard.

“Something new, alright.” The nurse seemed distracted.

“What are you...Officer Hud- Erm...Jake.” Arlo quickly corrected himself.

“Hey, Doc.” The man winked. “Ronda.” He nodded at the older woman, who fanned herself and walked away.

“WHat are you doing here?” Arlo asked, trying to hide the smile that begged to cross his face. Their date had gone wonderfully, whenever Arlo could keep from thinking about what he was doing to Donovan.

“I thought I would bring you some lunch. You’re looking a little pale.” Jake laughed.

“Am I? Ugh, I didn’t get a lot of sleep.” Arlo blushed, embarrassed about his dishevled state.

“It’s okay, everyone has those days. Can you take a break and come eat?” Jake asked, holding up a generic brown paper bag.

“Uh...well...” Arlo began looking through the clipboard filled with patients that had just come in. “I-”

“Yes, he can.” Ronda said, snatching the board from Arlo’s hands with a raised eyebrow.

“I think that’s a yes.” Arlo laughed. Jake smiled, and Arlo walked around the counter to meet him.

“Know anywhere good to sit?” Jake asked.

“There’s a beautiful park across the street, let’s go over there.” Arlo smiled.

“Sounds good.” Jake said. They picked a nice clean picnic table and sat down in the bright sun.

“So, what’s on the menu?” Arlo tried to peak inside the bag, but Jake moved it out of his view.

“For the main course, we have tuna sandwiches, with a side of doritos and for dessert, a chocolate ghirardelli square. And for your beverage tonight, a nice cold budweiser.” Jake said, in a bad french accent. Arlo smiled as Jake pulled out each item, until he got to the last. He bit his lip, and silently grabbed his own share of food. He began eating silently, trying to keep his eyes off of the glistening beer.

“This is good.” He nodded. He didn’t usually like tuna, but Jake made them taste different.

“Something the matter, Doc?” Jake raised an eyebrow.

“Oh, it’s nothing. Don’t worry about it.” Arlo shook his head, not wanting to make Jake feel like he did something wrong.

“Come on, tell me Doc.” Jake pouted.

“...Uh...well...It’s just that I’m a recovering alcoholic.” Arlo admitted, blushing. He had never gotten used to saying the words.

“Oh, shit. I’m so sorry, I didn’t know.” Jake said, looking like a puppy who had peed in the corner.

“No. no. It’s fine.” Arlo shook his head.

“I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable or anything. I just didn’t think about it.” Jake said, apologizing.

“I said it’s fine. It was just a simple mistake, no harm done.” Arlo smiled, putting his hand on Jakes.

“Okay...Sorry...Again.” Jake blushed. It was strange seeing the big man so awkward. Arlo smiled, and they went back to eating in silence. The silence wasn’t as awkward as Arlo thought it would be. It was kind of peaceful. “If you don’t mind my long have you been sober?” Jake asked. Arlo swallowed his bite and smiled.

“I don’t mind. It will be five years in a few weeks.” Arlo said, proud of how long he had gone without a drink.

“Wow. That’s impressive.” Jake smiled.

“Yeah..I started drinking when I first started med school, with a boyfriend.” Arlo said, thinking of Donovan made him feel guilty. “It was just so hard to stop and before I knew it I really had a problem. I guess the thing that really made me pull my head out of my ass was when I was almost kicked out of med school. I didn’t want to end up one of those losers you see on cops, passed out in some abandoned building with no clothes on.” Arlo laughed.

“Yeah, I don’t want to be the asshole Cop who has to arrest you and find you some pants.” Jake laughed. They shared the laugh together, and Arlo couldn’t help but smile when the big man smiled. He was so much bigger than Arlo, but so sweet. Arlo felt a twinge of something in his heart. Something he hadn’t felt from Donovan in a long time.

“Lunch was fun yesterday, by the way. I don’t think I ever thanked you.” Arlo smiled, smoothing pants out nervously.

“Yeah, I had a good time. Just like I am right now. Maybe...maybe we can make this a regular thing...” Jake hinted.

“Way to slide that in there.” Arlo rolled his eyes. Jake blushed and took a small bite out of his chocolate square. “I....” Arlo was about to accept, when he thought of Donovan again. Could he really do this? Cheat on his boyfriend? When he accepted the first date, that was different. It could have been just a lunch date between friends, a way for a patient to say thank you to the Doctor. It was only a test, to see what it felt like to be cared for. To be treated sweetly. But now....Accepting Jake’s offer for a long term boyfriend...That was different. Arlo would be going into this knowing he was lying to both of them. He would be a cheater.

As all of this crossed his mind, he stared into the deep eyes of Jake. The man looked at him so sweetly, and with a soft smile. He was a nice man, and a cop at that. All he wanted to do was help people, just like Arlo. He treated him to lunch, and came to check in at him at work with another lunch date. Donovan never took him out, or made him lunch. When Jake touched him, it was gently with light strokes and small squeezes. When Jake laughed, it was with him and not at him.

“I would love that.” Arlo said. His mouth spoke the words while his brain still thought it through. He hated himself, and loved himself all at the same time. How could he do this to Donovan? Cheat on him. But how could he not do this? He deserved someone who treated him well, and he knew it.


Arlo got home late. His phone had died at work, and he had tried the house phone but recieved no answer. He stepped inside the door nervously, and was relieved when he saw Donovan was asleep. He stripped down, and crawled into bed. Donovan stirred.

“Work keep you?” He mumbled through the deep sleep he had awoken from.

“Yeah, I’m sorry. Did you eat?” Arlo asked.

“Yeah, I ordered in.” Donovan said. He rolled over, and pulled Arlo close to him. Arlo smiled and buried his head in his chest. Donovan was sweet when he wanted to be. It felt good to be cuddled by the bigger man. Arlo kissed Donovan’s chin gently and shut his eyes, falling asleep in minutes.

The next morning Arlo made breakfast. Donovan woke up about half an hour after Arlo had. He sat down at the table, and Arlo set a big plate of pancakes before him.

“Thank you, baby.” Donovan grabbed his chin and pulled him down for a kiss. Arlo smiled and moved to grab him a cup of juice.

“What are your plans today?” Donovan asked.

“I think I’m just going to stay at home, clean up a little bit.” Arlo said. He swallowed a bite of pancakes and was pleased when his throat didn’t throb with pain.

“Alright, maybe we can go see a movie or something when I get off work.” Donovan said.

“That would be nice.” Arlo smiled. A date with Donovan sounded like the perfect. After breakfast, Donovan left for work. Arlo had just finished the dishes when the phone rang. He rushed to find the cordless phone, and picked it up on the fourth ring.

“Hello?” He answered.

“Hey, Doc.” Jake greeted him on the other end.

“Hi!” Arlo cleared his throat, trying to hide his excitement. Jake chuckled.

“I was wondering if you wanted to do lunch today?” Jake asked.

“Yeah! I would love to!” Arlo smiled, he thought for a moment. “What about if you come over here. I could make something.” He offered.

“Sounds great.” He could practically hear his smile over the phone. “I’ll be there in a few hours.” Jake said.

“Okay!” They said goodbye, and hung up. Arlo cursed himself for sounding so excited. He felt like a little schoolgirl who had a crush. He quickly jumped in the shower, coming out smelling fresh and clean. He threw on a pair of nice black jeans, and a blue top. He left his hair disheveled from the towel drying. He looked at his watch, and realized it had only been half an hour. He needed to think of what to do for lunch. He smiled, and grabbed the keys to his car.

He decided not to make lunch, but to wait for Jake. He had bought everything they would need to make pizza, and had spread it out on the counter. The dough was made and was resting, just waiting for someone to stretch and roll it into the flat piece that would be used for their pizzas. He had just finished admiring the fixings, when there was a knock on the door. He brushed the flour off his hands, and couldn’t help but jog to go answer it.

“Hey, Doc.” Jake winked.

“Hey, hope you’re hungry.” Arlo smiled.

“Starved.” Jake followed him into the kitchen.

“Thought we would do homemade pizzas.” Arlo laughed and walked over to the counter.

“Man, I just made a tuna sandwich...” Jake laughed nervously.

“It was good. I’m no five star chef, I just like to cook.” Arlo shrugged.

“This looks awesome.” Jake said. “Can we get started?” He asked, eagerly. Arlo nodded, and pulled out the dough. In a few minutes, they had two perfect pepperoni pizzas ready to bake. Jake had added sausage and peppers, while Arlo added mushrooms and canadian bacon. They put them in the oven, and sat down.

“You know, these are great. But there is one thing they need.” Jake said.

“And what’s that?” Arlo asked, thinking he had bought everything in the store already. Jake smiled.
After the pizzas had baked, Jake made Arlo carry them in the car, until they got to their destination.

“You still haven’t told me where we’re going. We just passed the store.” Arlo frowned.

“No no no, for this special ingredient, you can't just buy it at a store, it’s not the same.” Jake shook his head.

“Okay...Where are we going then?” Arlo asked.

“You’ll see.” Jake kept his eyes on the road. Arlo rolled his eyes and looked out the window for the rest of the short drive. “We’re here.” Jake said, and stopped the car.

“Seriously?” Arlo frowned. They were parked in front of a small gas station.

“Seriously.” Jake confirmed, and stepped out of the car. “Stay here, I’ll be right back.” Jake said, after Arlo climbed out of the truck. Arlo sat on the curb, pizzas close by. Jake disappeared into the gas station for a minute, before coming back out with a small plastic bag. He sat down on the curb next to Arlo, and opened the bag.

“On your pizza? You’re disgusting!” Arlo laughed at the two bags of gummy worms.

“It’s good! Don’t knock it ‘til you try it.” He sprinkled a heavy handful of worms onto his pizza. He put the one empty bag down, and picked up a slice of the pizza they had cut at home. He groaned with satisfaction and took another bite. He raised an eyebrow at Arlo with a smile. Arlo rolled his eyes and grabbed the other bag of gummy worms on the other side of Jake. He opened it and hesitated, before emptying the bag on his pizza. “Now we’re talkin, Doc!” Jake cheered. Arlo grabbed a slice, and took a bite. He chewed for a moment, before nodding and swallowing.

“Alright. It’s probably going to give me heart problems, but it’s delicious.” Arlo laughed, trying to keep a gummy worm from falling out of his mouth.

“See! Come on, Doc. It’s fun.” Jake chuckled. “Not everything has to be so....boring.” Jake laughed. Arlo laughed with him, and after a few moments, they finally began to settle down.

“So tell me about your job, Jake. Do you like being a cop?” Arlo asked, picking up his second piece of pizza.

“I love it. I love helping people. Honestly though, this is the first time I’ve gotten hurt.” Jake waved his arm.

“Really? We get cops in the hospital all the time.” Arlo said.

“Yeah, I guess I’ve just got a guardian angel looking out for me.” Jake smiled. Arlo couldn’t help but laugh a little. “What? You don’t believe in angels, Doc?”

“No, I don’t.” Arlo said. They both teased, not really caring about the conversation, just talking for the sake of getting to know each other.

“Why not?” Jake asked.

“I don’t know. I’ve got no reason to.” Arlo shrugged.

“You’ve got no reason not to.” Jake pointed out. Arlo thought for a second.

“People use God and religion and angels and the like to give them a reason to be a good person, and to have something to believe in, they use it for comfort.” Arlo began, thoughtfully. “I don’t need a group of people and an all powerful being to make me a good person. It’s like saying you didn’t steal a car because a cop was watching. You’re still a bad person for wanting to steal it.” Arlo said. “I’m capable of being a good person on my own, and I don’t need some fairy tale to make me feel better at night.” Arlo said.

“I suppose you're right... But how do you know for sure there isn’t a God?” Jake asked.

“I don’t. But if I’m wrong, he’ll still love me anyways right? If god is really all loving and all powerful, then why do people have to worship him? Last time I checked you don’t worship somebody who’s all loving, and if he is all powerful than why is there so much suffering in the world?” Arlo asked.

“Haven’t you ever heard that god works in mysterious ways?” Jake asked.

“Have you ever dealt with a murderer? Couldn’t he just say he works in mysterious ways?” Arlo raised an eyebrow. Jake stared at him thoughtfully for a moment.

“I guess you’ve got a point there.” He laughed. Arlo chuckled and looked down at the pizza that sat in his lap. “Hey, what happened?” Jake frowned, and moved Arlo’s collar down. In his rush to get ready, Arlo had forgotten to put on make up.

“Oh, it’s nothing...” Arlo blushed, and pulled his collar back up. “Uh...Just a patient got a little out of hand the other day.” He said, when Jake gave him a look.

“Really? Wow, I didn’t realize being a doctor was so dangerous. Are you okay?” Jake asked.

“Yeah, just a little sore.” Arlo dismissed it and stood. “Come on, it’s getting cold out here.” Arlo smiled as they headed back to the truck. Jake wrapped his arm around his shoulders during the short walk, before being forced to separate by the truck's hood. Once they got back in, he let his hand rest on Arlo’s leg.

Arlo waved out the window as Jake drove off. Once the man left, he hugged his arms to his chest and began giggling. The date had been more fun than anything in his entire life. Jake was so nice, and warm. They joked and laughed, even about serious subjects. They were always having fun. Jake had looked like he wanted to kiss him so bad, and Arlo was going to let him, but then he thought about Donovan. At the thought of Donovan, he dug into his pocket for his phone.

Donovan: Hey wat u up to?

Donovan: Too busy to answer me?

Donovan: Babe, want to go out for lunch?

Donovan: Helloooo?

Donovan: I’ll take that as a no...

Donovan: Wtf Arlo

Donovan: Well fuck you too.

Arlo sighed and put the phone back in his pocket. He had muted the damn thing during his lunch date with Jake. He didn’t want to be interrupted. Now that he had thought about it. That probably wasn’t the greatest idea...


Arlo was lying in bed quietly, listening to the quiet sound of rain and thunder. His head was turned towards their bedroom window. The rain was hitting the glass softly, and he found the sound oddly comforting. The comfort was shattered when he heard the front door open. He hadn’t heard Donovan’s car pull up through the rain. The heavy footsteps were a dead giveaway that he had been drinking. Arlo sighed, and turned his head to the doorway. He watched the distorted shadow of Donovan in the kitchen. It wasn’t until he saw the bottle in his hand that he finally moved. Arlo swung his legs over the bed, and grabbed his jeans, slipping them on quickly.

“Where da fuck you goin’?” Donovan slurred.

“Somewhere not here. You know I won't be around alcohol.” Arlo said.

“Come on. Just fucking sit down and have a drink.” Donovan slurred again, as Arlo pulled on a hoodie.

“No, Donovan. I can’t stand the fact that you’re drinking again, but I won't let you pull me back into that.” Arlo shook his head.

“Fuck you, Arlo. Like you’re better than me?” Donovan stood up, pointed and waving with the hand that held the bottle.

“Well, right now I am. Maybe if you would come home sober that would be different.” Arlo spat, and stood, forgetting about shoes. He grabbed his keys and headed for the door.

“Fuck you! You’re not going anywhere.” Donovan said, pushing Arlo back.”

“Let me go, Donovan.” Arlo snapped.

“Fuck you!” Donovan said, as if those two were the only words in his dictionary. He snatched the keys from Arlo’s hand. “Have a drink.” He held forward the bottle. Arlo eyed the mystery bottle, before pushing it away.

“Just stop.” He said, and left Donovan with the keys. He headed out the door, and began walking down the street.

Jake drove around the slick streets slowly. He hated working nights, he loved sleep too much. But someone had to do it, right? The downtown area was usually busy at this time of night, but because of the rain it was mostly clear. A few clubs seemed busy, but there was nobody outside waiting in line. Instead, they were either crammed inside, or they just gave up and went home, not wanting to stand in the rain. A few restaurants were still open, but mostly just small diners and dives. The most lights he saw were from bars. They were filled up, with rows of people sitting in booths and at the counters, eagerly awaiting their drink to wash away their troubles.

A few liquor stores were open, and a gas station here and there, but for the most part everything was dark. It was too cold and too late to be out on the streets.

‘So why the fuck am I out here?’ Jake thought to himself. He knew there wouldn’t really be anything going on out here. It was too small of a town for any serious crimes. Suddenly, the radio crackled to life.

“55, we got a 415 at 1679 Blake.” The dispatcher came over the radio.

“Check, dispatch. On my way.” Jake responded. 415 was a simple disturbance complaint, probably made by a citizen. He turned the corner and began cruising down Blake street. The street was as empty as all of the others, and for a while Jake thought about calling dispatch back to double check the address, but then he was the man standing in the middle of the sidewalk. He wasn’t really doing anything, but sitting in the rain. He was staring at the one open bar on the street. He was wearing soaked jeans and a maroon sweatshirt. His hair had been matted to his forehead and he didn’t have any shoes on. Jake cruised up to the man and stopped.

“Hey! Are you alright?” He called out. The man looked a little off, just staring at a bar. The man turned his head a bit to look at Jake, before seeming to sigh.

“Sorry, officer.” He said, voice almost covered by the rain. He turned and began walking down the sidewalk with his bare feet. Something clicked in Jakes head and he pushed the cruiser forward, catching up with the man.

“Doc?” Jake called out. The man stopped and looked up, finally facing Jake. It was in fact Arlo. Jake swore and double parked the cruiser. He hopped out into the rain and jogged to meet the man on the sidewalk. “What the hell you doin’ out here, Doc?” Jake asked, quieter now that they were closer and he didn’t have to yell over the rain.

“Jake?” Arlo looked as confused as he did, and a bit worried.

“Yeah, it’s me. What the-...Come on lets get out of the rain.” Jake pushed Arlo towards the cruiser, and opened the passenger door for him. Arlo sat down, while Jake moved to the drivers side. He started the car, and drove off. “What the hell are you doing out there? It’s freezing and pouring out there.” Jake said, concerned.

“I couldn’t sleep, I wanted to go for a walk.” Arlo said, sounding distracted. Jake hesitated.

“You know, we haven’t really known each other for long...But if you need to talk......Uh...I just mean that...well you were standing outside a bar...I just want you to know that I’m here...uh...For you.” Jake stammered, looking awkward under Arlo’s gaze.

“Thanks, Jake.” Arlo said.

“No problem, Doc....” Jake said, and hesitated again. “So you just decided to go for a walk without any shoes on?” Jake asked. Arlo looked down at his feet, as if he just realized he wasn’t wearing shoes.

“Uh...Yeah.” It was a bold faced lie. Jake didn’t know what Arlo was hiding, but now wasn’t the time for questioning him.

“Well, I’ll take you home.” Jake said.

“No.” Arlo said, a little too quickly. Jake eyed him. “I mean...Just drop me off at a hotel or something. I don’t feel like being at home tonight.” Arlo said.

“A hotel? Don’t you live alone? Why don’t you want to be at home?” Jake asked.

“Uh...I just need a change of sceanery for a night or two. Motel 6 is fine.” Arlo said. Jake frowned and stared at him.

“Nah, Doc. I can't just drop you off at a hotel. You can stay at my place. I get off now, actually.” Jake said, looking at the clock.

“Really, Jake. You don’t have to do that.” Arlo shook his head.

“I’m not just going to drop you off at some scummy place, Doc. If you don’t want to go home that’s fine, but you’re not staying there.” Jake said, as they passed a motel 6. Arlo seemed to sigh.

“Okay...Thank you.” He said. Jake pulled into the police station.

“I just have to check the cruiser back in, go ahead and sit in the truck.” Jake said, and handed him the keys to the old beaten up truck. Arlo took them and waited with the heater on. Jake came in a few minutes later, out of uniform.

“I have to say, you do look pretty hot in the uniform.” Arlo smiled a little bit.

“Why thank you. That doctors coat makes you look pretty official, too.” Jake winked. Arlo laughed, and they joked as they drove to Jake’s home. “I hope you like dogs.” Jake said, as they climbed out of the truck and began walking up to his house.

“I love them.” Arlo smiled. As soon as Jake opened the door, a large black and white dog pounced on Arlo. He giggled as the dog peppered his face with kisses, before running off back into the house. Behind the door, waiting patiently for Jake was an older dog. The dog squinted lazily, wagging his tail slowly. Jake bent and kissed the dog, patting him on the head.

“Good boy, Bounder.” He said.

“That one is Bounder?” Arlo rolled his eyes, as the other dog ran in circles around the house, slipping and sliding on the hard wood floors.

“Yeah...The black one is Rocket.” Jake laughed. The dog, at the mention of his name, took off down a hallway. Somewhere in the distance, there was a loud crash as the poor pup ran into something. “She does that a lot.” Jake said.

“This is nice.” Arlo said. The house was spacious and clean, it smelled like bacon and dogs. Arlo found himself liking the smell. It smelled homey.

“Thanks...Here let me see if I can find you something.” Jake walked down the hall. Arlo followed him, looking around the house as he went. Jake walked into a small walk in closet and looked around for a second before pulling out some clothes. He handed Arlo the stack of clothing, a pair of sweats, a long sleeve T shirt, some socks, and a pair of boxers.

“Thank you.” Arlo said and smiled. They stood their awkwardly before Jake blushed.

“I’ll, uh....let you change.” He disappeared, closing the door to the room. Arlo laughed and began changing out of his wet clothes.

After he was in the warm, but much to large, clothing he ventured out to find jake. He found him in the living room, sipping some coffee.

“Hey, want a cup?” He asked.

“I’m not a big coffee fan.” Arlo declined. Jake laughed.

“Uh...This is a bit embarassing, but it’s not coffee. I’m a hot chocolate kind of guy, myself.” He smiled. Arlo laughed.

“Then I’ll gladly accept.” Arlo smiled. They sat there and chatted about nothing over their steaming cups of hot chocolate, until Arlo yawned and stretched. “I’d love to stay up with you, longer. But I have to be at work at six tomorrow.” Arlo said.

“Oh, right. It’s my day off I forgot you still have to work.” Jake laughed. “I can give you a ride in the morning.” He said.

“Thanks. So, I’ll just crash on the couch?” Arlo asked, after not seeing a guest bedroom.

“Well, yeah you could. I mean...if you wanted to. My bedroom is always open.” He blushed.

“Oh...” Arlo couldn’t deny that it did sound appealing. “I’d love to, Jake. But like I said, I have work tomorrow and-”

“I meant just as a place to sleep. We don’t have to do anything else.” Jake blushed harder. Arlo smiled.

“Okay.” He nodded. Jake led him back to his room, and stripped off his shirt before crawling into bed. Arlo decided to keep his on, but crawled in next to Jake. Without any hesitation, the big cop wrapped his arms around Arlo, and pulled him close to his chest. Arlo snuggled in, and wrapped his own arms around Jake. It was something that he and Donovan never did anymore. They didn’t fall asleep right away, they sat there and held each other. Jake didn’t know what was going on with Arlo, and Arlo didn’t know that Jake knew there was something wrong. But both of them put that aside and just enjoyed the company of another human being.


  1. Have not read this as yet just wanted to say thank you again

    oh love u

  2. This chapter really hit home for me... I have a family member who had a drinking problem and their spouse still occasionally drinks. And they're pretty mean when they do. So, you really did hit it with how they stop for a little but, but then regress a few weeks or months later. And how it's like living with someone who's bi-polar... one minute it's all good, the next they're screaming at you or hitting you.

    Great chapter. I'm eager to see what happens between Arlo and Donovan, now that Arlo is dating Jake... and not being too careful about it either.

  3. Poor Jake. He's such a sweet and caring man. He's gonna be hurt when Arlo's lies come out. Arlo deserves to be happy but, he's going about it the wrong way. I hope he leaves Donovan before the shit hits the fan but, where's the drama in that, lol? Great story.

  4. Love it! And so realistic in many aspects...the alcoholism and it's effects on a relationship, arlo's thinking about deserving happiness but being confused about donovan and jake and whether it's possible to BE happy..jake's knowing there's more to arlo than he's letting on...(my guess is that he's gonna get a call to their house for dom violence, or he's gonna use his cop resources to dig into arlo's life a bit!)....a great story!

  5. I agree with the person above...he's a cop...check up on Arlo. I am surprised Arlo hasn't thought about how Jake is gonna feel when he finds out he didn't tell him about the boyfriend. I think before you sleep in someone's arms that you should spill something like that. Jake should have called him on his story that he wanted to take a walk in the rain barefoot and lives alone but wanted to stay at a hotel. And Arlo doesn't expect Jake to think something is off? Hmmm how did he get through med school? lol Overall, I like it alot and hope to see Jake take action and Arlo take care of himself. A cop would have to see domestic abuse as an option even if he doesn't want to think it.

  6. At this point I have to say I feel sorry for Arlo but I don't like him very much. Even if he and Jake haven't done anything other than a few lunches together, and even if Donovan 'deserves it' because of the alcoholism and the abuse, Arlo IS cheating on him. Certainly with being an ER doctor, even in a small town, he must make enough money that he could move out of Donovan's house and get a place of his own before he begins dating someone else.

  7. Just one question. Even if Jake didn't know Arlo was a recovering alcoholic, why would you bring beer to a Dr. on duty. Other than that great story.